After our losses last year, I felt that I needed a huge break from pregnancy related issues. As much as I wanted a little one, I just did not feel ready to try again. Earlier this year I started thinking about trying to conceive again, but another goal of mine was to lose weight. So, Josh and I decided to try something radical. We went on the Hcg Diet. He lost 70 lbs in 40 days! I only lost 22 lbs, but I wasn't following it to a “T” for example I don't think I drank nearly enough water (I hardly drink all day and it was horrible trying to force myself to drink even close to the recommended about, which helps you flush the stored fat out) and still used my foundation I love, but it's not oil-free. That diet kept us busy because we had to constantly grill, bake, and steam! I did it because it targets only your stored fat and I wanted to have a healthier starting point for a pregnancy and just the maintenance of my body through exercise and healthier eating.
I was very happy with the results and did not want to lose any more weight. I was excited and motivated again to try to conceive again. Even though I technically still had 3 weeks of maintenance left on the diet, I convinced Josh to start trying.
June 3, 2010
I decided to attend a summer bible study organized by the ladies from church. This was the first meeting and we took turns introducing ourselves and requesting any prayers needed. I never request prayers for me because I don’t feel that my issues are really “needs” but rather “wants.” This night was different, I felt so comfortable and there was this inner urge to share my wishes and ask for prayers. So, I did. I asked for two prayers. One: I requested strength, courage, and just a coming together of things in my life in order for me to finally get baptized. It’s been heavy on my heart for the past three years, but every time I considered setting it up, something did not seem right in my life. Second: Josh and I were trying again to conceive and I requested prayers for a healthy pregnancy and baby this time around. At the end of the night, a friend of mine from church immediately approached me about setting up my baptism and I accepted her help (Thanks Julie!). The next day I received a phone call from church to set a date. I scheduled it for June 27,2010 due to other plans the weekends prior to that. I felt nervous, but extremely excited that it was finally set up and it felt right.
June 15, 2010
I started feeling really strange. I knew something was different within me, but had no way of proving it was pregnancy for another 2 weeks.
June 18, 2010
We were driving to Kansas for a funeral of a dear family member Aunt Virginia. On the way, my mother-in-law tells us that she had a dream last night. In it we were driving to Kansas and I announced that I was pregnant. She also saw that I was going to have a girl. I was shocked! I told her that I’ve felt different and that we had just started trying, but it would be a few more weeks before I could test.
June 25, 2010
I couldn’t wait a few more days and just had to take a pregnancy test when I woke up this morning. I tested and it was POSITIVE!!!! I couldn’t believe it. I was so happy and I really didn’t expect to be successful on the first try. I tried not to get too excited because I had tested early and anything could happen as I know all too well. I took a picture of the test and sent it to Josh who would be getting off work soon. Josh was cautiously excited.
I called our family doctor in order to go in for a referral. He was able to see me the same day and had some blood drawn.
June 27, 2010
Day of my baptism. I was so nervous having to go out there in front of everyone!!! Luckily there were 2 others (adults) also getting baptized on this day. The baptism was a BIG deal on its own, but knowing that a little life was growing inside me and was about to be baptized with me made me very emotional. The water was hot and I decided to be cool and not hold my nose when submerged, which only resulted in water getting into my nose! I was simply elated after it was over. I truly felt that this was the 1st day of my new life in every sense. When I found and joined Josh in crowd afterwards during the service, he placed his arm around me and told me with a smile how proud he was of me and that he even shed a happy tear! He gave me a quick kiss and we are both smiling to each other. It was our little moment, which we found out later had been witnessed by a handful of people at the service who told us directly they wished they had recorded that moment, which was sweet and emotional. Wow, God has answered both my prayers!
Not the greatest photos, but the only ones I have unfortunately.
June 28, 2010
I called my OB and he too was able to get me the same day because last time he and I had agreed we would supplement my next pregnancy with Progesterone to possibly help prevent another miscarriage. He saw me, but did not do an ultra sound since it was too early. He had more blood drawn to track my numbers and prescribed my Progesterone supplements, which I had to take until the 10th week of pregnancy.
July 15, 2010
I had my first ultra sound this morning and I got to see and hear the baby's heartbeat! I've never seen that in my last two. The heartbeat was 106 bpm, but the doctor assured me it was fine for how far along I am. I am 6 weeks and 2 days and my EDD is 3/8/11. I go back in 4 weeks (August 12) for another ultrasound. I feel quite a bit better, but it's still so early :( I'm going to try to think positive.
August 12, 2010
No ultra sound today because the office scheduled me while my OB was going to be on vacation! Josh and I did hear the baby’s heartbeat with a Doppler. It was 165-170 bpm. I’ve been nauseated ALL day long (without throwing up!) since my last OB visit and I hate it, but remind myself that it will pass and be all worth it:) In the mean time, I’m basically worthless around the house.
August 31, 2010
We had our 2nd ultra sound and the baby is doing great! It was so amazing and Josh finally got to see his little one. The baby was kicking and it looked like he/she was riding a bicycle lol It was so cute to see. I've never made it this far so Josh and I were really excited and grateful that the doctor did this extra ultra sound for us. Josh was REALLY hoping to see the sex of the baby, but that seemed impossible in our session. My EDD now is 3/4/11. I just can't wait to see the little one in person. I'm now officially in my 2nd trimester and my nausea has gotten A LOT better.
I told everyone at work, which made me a little nervous because even though the risk of miscarriage is drastically down, I don't take any day for granted. It does feel good not having to hide it anymore though!
September 03, 2010
Josh and I will be married 6 years on September 5, 2010. We chose today to go out to dinner and celebrate. First we had dinner at Touch and then dessert at Avanzare. We had an amazing evening of great company, great food, and great conversation. We are so blessed to have found our perfect halves.
I'm already showing @ 14 weeks! My favorite moment is when I catch Josh glancing at my baby bump with a sparkle in his eyes and a VERY proud smile on his face:) It just warms my heart!
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